In a Sad State

Well I said I'd work harder than ever this year but already I'm proving myself wrong. The truth is I'm totally burnt and that's really all there is to it. I'm tired, all the time. I normally work as much as I can between DD running in, out and around and when I'm not doing that I'm doing something else. It's exhausting! This is way worse than going outside to work and so many times I find myself missing my job. Getting out, being around people and having that time to myself where I'm in control of what I do was really nice. I never really realized how much I would end up missing it. Now I'm on call for more than one duty all day and all night. I really need a vacation.