Semi-Sweet

I know that I should be happy and looking towards the future since DH is finally on meds and was accepted into the program it took me years to get him into but I'm finding it difficult. Since this all started he's gone slightly downhill and all of a sudden I now have three kids. It's really frustrating and I'm finding it hard to deal sometimes. I don't want to be upset but at the same time he's grown and should be at least SEMI functional. I've had to do everything for everyone for so long that I think I'm really about to just blow now. I miss having time for myself during "normal business hours" LOL. The only time I get now is if it's between the hours of 2-7am and yes, I have stayed up that late just to have that time. *sigh* I really hope things get better.