Feeling Good

I'm looking for a new pill, this last one just really didn't give me much energy...and even made me hungry(?!). Totally weird. I read some apidexin reviews but I still want to compare a few things before I decide. I don't like spending money on things that don't do much. I know dieting is a BIG thing but it's not so much about just being skinny as it is for health with me (of course looking good doesn't hurt either LOL). I really don't feel well when I'm over weight and out of shape and right now I'm tired of feeling this way. I just can't wait for things to get back on track so I can fit in the exercising too.

What to Do...

So I need to shed some of this weight soon. It's really starting to bug me and seeing all of the things on belly fat makes me want to get rid of it even more. I'm not really sure what to do because I've tried some of the best appetite suppressant for women but eating really isn't my problem, it's not moving and eating. LOL! I've gotten better with the things I eat but I should probably cut down a little more...it's moving. I don't really have the time to move because I'm working all day and I have to sit to do it. I've thought about rigging something up on my treadmill so I can work at the same time but I'm thinking it might not be that easy in the end so it might not be worth it. I'd wake up earlier to get in a bit of time there but I hardly sleep as it is...I've really gotta figure this one out.

Taking a Break

I think this has got to be the longest day of working I've ever done. It's crazy how much I sit here and yet I never seem to see any money. LOL! Darn bills. I can't wait to have everything paid off and get back on track. Heaven knows that once Christmas starts to roll around again I'll be right back into a mess. Well, hopefully not this year. I'm tired of pure panic around the holidays and vow to make things different this time. Yeah, I say that every year but this time I actually have the income to stash away so it should be better. I hope. LOL I just hope to see something back in my savings soon, I hate not having anything in there.

Do You Change?

I haven't seen one of my good friends in over 10 years and he had found me on Facebook. It's great to be able to keep in touch with people without trying to find the time to fit in a long phone call or something like that. I was surprised to see he had a bunch of pictures since I've been trying to get him to take one for eons. The funniest part though is that in every picture he's wearing the same nba shirts! I started cracking up once I noticed. I know they were all taken on different days so it's a wonder if he ever changes his clothes or just has multiples of the same shirts. LOL! I have to remember to make fun of his for that one the next time I talk to him.

Anne Hathaway=Catwoman

I kind of fell off of the Batman movies a long time ago, seeing such futuristic things wasn't really doing it for me, but knowing that Anne will be the next Catwoman is pretty cool. I'm not sure if I'll ever like anyone more than Michelle Pfeiffer but we'll give it a go. I was not at all impressed with Halle Barry. I caught a glimpse of Anne in her new costume and I have to say, I wasn't too impressed being that she's so skinny...but I'm not saying I don't envy her. LOL! It almost makes me want to run out for thermogenic fat burners LOL! I'm not sure if I could ever be that skinny but man, would it be nice!

What is She?

My friend got this really cute dog from the pound a while back and decided to have her insured. Apparently they had to do dog dna testing to find out what she was so that she could be insured properly, who knew?! LOL! It was cool though because now she knows (approximately) what she is a mix of, you would never be able to guess just by looking at her.

I've thought about insuring my cats but haven't looked into it quite yet. I know it's something I want to do though because of the things that come up with them as they age. One of our last cats had to have radiation treatments and it cost an arm and a leg. If only this kind of thing was available back then.

Potty Training

It's been some ups and downs but I do believe that DD is finally potty trained! She still has an accident here and there but is otherwise doing incredibly well with going and surprisingly even tells me when she has to go while we're out! She's had a complex about doing that for a while. I'm really happy (even though it's taken this long) that she's making such effort, I almost thought this day would never come.

There are still many things we need to work on but I think they'll come with time. The biggest influence that she's had has been going to school. It's really helped for her to see what other kids do and she follows right along. Hopefully she picks up only the good things though. LOL!

Family Activities

When I was little we used to do all sorts of outdoors things. It's something I've been thinking about since DD's been born because we haven't really had the opportunity, it's not that easy camping with a toddler and I don't think people would appreciate the tantrums all that much. LOL!

Now that she's mastered riding her tricycle, I think it would be fun to take her to the nearby trail and let her loose a bit. She's really never experienced that sort of thing because it's not really ideal where we live with the broken sidewalks and things. It's a good thing that we never got rid of our thule bike racks but we will have to dust off the bikes and fix the tires. I hope I can still remember how to ride!

Crazy Clutter

It's pretty funny to see the things that DS saves. He's a mini hoarder, which is less humorous, but the things that come out of his room are pretty interesting. This last cleaning we found a page of return address labels that I had made for him when he was about five. They have a picture of some Power Ranger on them and I remember him being so proud that his name was on them. It was so cute. LOL Of course we don't ever get around to sending anything and he and all his friends use email now so reluctantly he had to get rid of them. Although, he did stick one on one of his books for a reminder. He's so funny.

Getting Healthy

Normally people set all sorts of silly goals that they don't end up keeping when a new year rolls around. I've done it a couple of times but decided that this year I really just want to be the best that I can be at the time that I can be it...if that makes sense. Normally I'd say I need to lose weight and would set some sort of goal that I intended to keep but lose sight of within a month or so. This time around I will say that I do need to lose weight...however, I won't actually be reaching for a specific goal but instead will be just doing something to get myself to a healthier me regardless of what I weigh. I've started looking for some refurbished fitness equipment to get myself going since I can rarely leave the house. I think this change will be really good for me...and hopefully I'll actually learn how to be on a normal schedule too.

Happy Happy New Year!

I'm SO glad that 2010 is over and it's a new start. Things have been really icky lately to say the least but I'm much more optimistic about this year than some in recent past. I don't know what it is but it seems like I have a lot more confidence that this year will be a lot better regardless of what happens. I think it's that I know that I've made some major breakthroughs in the last year about me and who I actually am. I know that I've grown an incredible amount and that I can handle much more than I ever thought I was capable of before. I know that no matter what is thrown my way that I'll come out with new lessons and abilities that I didn't have before that experience. Here's to a new start!